Thursday, October 18, 2012

The me who is wondering...

I'm bored..so bored..bored to death
DAMN bored!!
gahh..why lah laptop you rosak the time
I have so little class anjd too much free time
wai oh wai...

okay..stop that nurul..
please just stop that drama thinggy..
hehhe
the usual me lah k
an.as always..
but the great thing is..i have some
I mean a LOT of free time to do some
sefl reflecting and some critical thinking..
eh matured enough ke nk critical thinking bagai ni..
hehehe

masa bosan ini telah diluangkan
dgn ber whatsapp-ing dgn family tercinta
termasuk lah cousin yg monyet gila and merapu..
literally..no they're not monyet..
Semua terpaksa kelayan kerenah minah london
tak cukup matang tak kira masa..

   'tak reply i'm going to cry'

ayat berbaur ugutan kepada cousin2 tersayang..
hehehe
i'm a manja girl..
say what you wanna say
cause they'll love me no matter what
got that?no you dont!be jealous biaatch!
opss..joking!!

dlm ber-whatsapp bagai ni..
tetiba timbul isu fitnah dlm minda separa sedar
terfikir jugak akibat menyebarkan cerita yg kita blm pasti..
and i was wondering..
kalau kita sebarkan fitnah pada org
dh tentu lah berdosa
bila org yg mendengar berita yg kita sebarkan
menyebarkan pulak kepada org lain..
kita yg memulakan ni bershare dosa diorang..
oh mai..thats mean everytime org sebarkan
fitnah yg kita sebarkan
we gonna get share dosa jugak..
*time ni rasa bertaubat dh nk cerita psl org*

at the same time terfikir jugak..
org yg sebar fitnah ni apa dia dpt?
okay..dosa tu confirmlah..
selain tu?satisfaction is it?
satisfaction yg akhir nya memakan diri?
terlayar-layar lah jugak di kepala..
diorg ni dh terlampau bnyk pahala and confirm msk syurga
sbb tu cari time untk kumpul dosa pulak?
and i'm still wondering until now..
couldnt get the right answer..
but note to myself..speak when silence is not doing any good :)



p/s: when telling something that person doesn't like is also mengumpat..

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