I've learn my lesson

when the time has come..
oh I ter-forgot what I wanna write..AGAIN!
argghh..this lah I really dont like..
me seteres!! *stress*


This week was like a lonely holiday trip for myself, me and I
wasn't really a holiday trip..
more to museum trip..hmmm kot?
influenced by abang Im who know so many things
which he end up giving me some *many many time it was* story telling to me
impressed with things he told me..
I give myself a trip to 2-3 *or maybe 4?* museum..I end up spending my whole day
in the museum..
A great experience I must say
well there's to many things to explore..got myself immersed to the history
and I'm proud to say I wandered around the museum with 'baju kurung'
in which i never intend to wear even if I attend formal 'majlis' in malaysia
quite bangga isn't it? *geleng2..ish2 riak.riak*

'when you start to explore you know how little you've learned'

this word make me realize..
you only live once #YOLO
explore and learn everything before its too late
the new prinsip I give to myself


While giving myself a little present which a trip to the museum
I must say I'm bersyukur with the gift from Him
It always there but I never try to appreciate and try at least to be grateful
yesterday, I realized..It was never a kekurangan
while I was jalan-jalan inside the museum
because I was quite small compared to others they thought I was under 16
they let me to stand in front so I can learn more and hear clearer
during the hands on session they let me to see and touch the artifact before them
even during Q&A session they let me to question first before others
shouldn't I be grateful? *nod.nod*

Before..
I will get angry when they thought  I'm younger than my age
but now
I shall say..I'm grateful
credit to my size, I was given extra privilege
for most of the thing
*smile*

Happy person I was during the trip
forget all the problem
and while walking on my way back home
I give myself a free time
to think..
people can be significant and insignificant to my life
Its me up to me.,,to choose who they are in my life
Its my life after all..and I decided you're no longger significant to my life
your words are like angin yg bertiup di waktu petang
seronok..sedih..marah.. semuanya berkemungkinan
but it only gonna last for that time..during the tiupan..nothing more than that
your choice to do or say anything you wanna say
I'm gonna live my life to the fullest no matter what people think and say..
as long my parent are there for me and knows who I am
Its more than enough for me
I don't need a faker but can always be accessory to my journey of life
so that i won't get bored along the journey :)


p/s: I do forgive but I don't forget..

Up and down?

Severe breakdown I have here

After a few moment of joy

Nightmare during the day perhaps?

Can’t seem to find the way out quite for a while

Lost in the maze of my own complexion

Too much to care and too much to think

Again the migraine tag along to show my stress level above my limit

Remains to keep me reminded things have to go slow to their own pace

Painkiller stretch its arm to take me down to earth

Let the mind have a rest and let the body take a breathe

Let go everything for a while, a moment for myself I shall enjoy

Crying, mad and in the end laugh to myself

Problem solved it seems

Sunshine come and shine..

Another day to go through with the past remain as a history

Put up a smile and walk away with confident

p/s: the alarm rang already and I woke up from the imaginary world of mine

rink?rank?ring?rang?

I'm late.late.late and keep on coming late..
urgghhh..I guess things has gone back to normal?
*ermm..normal ke?*
*hmmm.normal it is*
*some korean song in the background~~*

first I start to lambat  datang to class
*not so late as I came before my lect came in..hehehe*
and today i'm late for my skating class
my coach already waited for me outside the rink
*dang! why did this malas come from*
after such a long break..I came late for my first lesson!
Nice one!
and the worse is..
I forgot to bring my jumper!!
*#$#%^%*$^&$$*
its super cold when you are inside the ice rink
*blurghhh*
my coach which is a very nice and charming lady
lend me her jumper and glove :)
 YEAY!!!
ohh..
she even puji me bacause my skill does not got worse after
a long break
*clap3 for me*
sha asked me to prepare for the next level test..
*what???!!**deep breathe*
nothing much to worry because still have plenty time actualy
hehehe


remeber that I said i wanna enjoy my weekend?
well..I did enjoyed it..
*bliss for me~~*
when for some open house for raya
*wait! in LONDON?* Yes it is*
happy tummy~~
and to make my weekend more joyful..
i went for fruit picking :)
again a happy tummy :9
well thats from me for this time

*a long weekend i have this time 5 days break*
*happy me*


P/S: forgiveness is what you shall seek..not attention :)

I do?

Morning everybody?
morning lah kot..hmmm *selak langsir* *angguk2*
It is morning..
*batuk.batuk* (i'm not feeling well ke?)
*grab a thermometer* wait a couple minute..
oh just fine..penyakit malas lebih ni..hehehe


Feeling lit bit sad here..
My first time to celebrate my Merdeka bukan di Malaysia
Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka! 
Oh wait!
before I ter-forgot..
I didn't even celebrate it..
I have class from morning till evening..
*crying alone*
but its okay I guess..as long Malaysia remains in my heart and I do my best to be a good Malaysian
(ehm..ehm..Good ke?)

Well nothing much to say here
as my class have started and it is boring
3 days a week which start from 9 o'clock until 5
take my whole day it seems..
and as I got back from class..homework.homework and homework..
when it comes to end of the day I choose sleep as my bonus for all my hardwork during the day
*eh?hardwork?think twice nurul.think twice*

Guess it come to the end..
gonna enjoy my weekend a lit bit
and have some extraordinary fun
before I start my boring jadual as usual
Got to go
gonna update later :)
Have a nice weekend people
Ceriakan hari anda dgn senyuman
and put more sweets in your smile


p/s: I want some nescafe right now..

It ends here

*hachuum*
*lap2 hingus kat tisu*
okay terpaksa mengaku habuk setinggi klcc..hehehe
lama dh biar blog terabai..
some of my friend ada ckp

" nurul dia sekarang org london mana dh nk update2 blog "

well to be frank..saya malas dan MALAS..hihihi
cakap pasal org london..skrg london tgh busy with olympic and  I'm back in Malaysia for holidays..hooray!!

BUT
it has come to the end..me sad
right now i'm preparing to go back to London
well the not so happy me keep on giving alasan
because I am really berat hati to go back
while everybody celebrating their Raya happily
I'm counting my days left in Malaysia
*lap hingus guna hujung tudung*

leave the sad part for a while..
My raya this year..we have a new family member with us :)
*the phone dance*
as our family getting bigger..the camera-ing job semakin banyak..
well because of miscalculation from the not so good accountant to be..
we short of film while everybody has put up their smile on the face
hehehe
sorry..never thought everybody will go for the film rather than digital
above all we still have fun on that day
despise all the gaduh-ing for their giliran nak tangkap gambar
who's looks better and who's not
and thats how our family grow *take a bow* eh?

the drama starts here?
well so not..
this is the end of this entry
kot..
Ohh..
before i forget..
I've promise myself to update my blog once a week..
and we'll see how its going..
hmmm..
Janji ditepati?
errr
wishing everybody Selamat Hari Raya
and Happy Merdeka :)


p/s: I love you?

Bekal saya tahan berabad!!

well Mr F..
bekal aku mmg boleh tahan bertahun eh..
jgn nak pertikai sana sini..
best tak jadi feymes kat blog aku..

well aku rindu korang trio yg aku sendiri tak boleh lupa..
my most beloved boyfriends...
kena jumpa eh before aku fly!!!
kalau tak nanti, ade sehari aku kat segamat..
esoknya kat melaka..

doa kat aku supaya tak lalai kat sana..
takut jugak nak jauh dari korang..
dah korang layan aku macam budak kecik
sampai ape semua aku mengadu kat korang..
well aku nak mengorat pun mintak permission..
dah macam abang aku pulak dah korang ni..
sebab tu lah aku ni terjaga..
thanks!!!

nak jumpa korang, buat bekal untuk selama mana aku duduk kat sana..
well nak simpan elok-elok dalam kotak memori aku ni
segala lawak bodoh, sarcastic or perli memerli aku...
tak kesah lah sikit ke banyak yg penting ada!!!

LOVE you guys so much!!!

p/s:siapa aku tak dapat jumpa before fly..siap nanti aku bahan dalam blog ni!!!
ini sejenis ugutan..hahahaha :P
joking :)

you guys always a kid in my eyes

macam mak-mak lah pulak kan tajuk nurul :)

well once again...

be prepared to read my merepek meraban before sampai ape nak cerita..

the weird nurul which perangai macam kanak-kanak tak cukup umur..

and keep on fall in love with the wrong person..

which nurul hope this time not so wrong lah..

(start dah merepek tu..)

it's been a while since my last entry..

I guess..

sesiapa yang dok tunggu
 tu sorry lah ye..

busy skit dengan study...
lagi-lagi nak final and going to move for a better education..

(erk?? Betul ke ayat ni?)

poyo skit nak ber BI sbb nak pegi blajar oversea...hehehe..

(mcm tu pun boleh ke?)
well kalau nak bercerita benda merapu ni sampai lima enam post pun boleh..

Okay!!
back to the main road..
(rindu dah kat cikgu sekolah yg selalu ckp BI pelik2..rasa mcm wah!!!)
tak moh dah pusing the round board kang tak pasal masuk longkang at the end of the corner..
hahahah..mana main road..
nurul tak nampak dah..lampu suluh please!! :P

Jumpa dah sign board!!
yeay!!
well ape ni kan tajuk macam nenek-nenek pun ade ni cik nurul??
saya baru sedar adik-adik saya dah besar..
bukan baby yang boleh nurul lepuk-lepuk kalau buat nakal..
dah pandai ade SA lah...
Ape ni SA???
secret admire!!!
well malam tadi terjerit terpekik jugak lah nurul ni bila tau...
tak sangka adik yg selalu kena buli dulu sekarang dah besar..
dah masuk sekolah menengah dah..
rasa mcm baru semalam pedajal diorang dengan cerita hantu sampai tak boleh tido...

RAHSIA!!
diorg dah buat geng bagi simpan rahsia diorg...
walah!!!
sekarang tak nak dah cerita kat kakak yg comel ni..
(comel ke??)
tapi semalam habis kering poket diorang nurul bocorkan..
rahsia anda-anda semua selamat bersama saya ye...
akan ku bawa membelah awan biru..
mulut dah pasang zip dah..

RINDU :(
lepas ni nurul nak pegi oversea dah..
korang tak boleh rahsia-rahsia lagi..
kena skype hari-hari..
well ibah promise me to do that...
please remember..jangan jadi orang munafik eh!!
confirm nurul tak bagi tau sape punya!!!

INGAT!!
dah besar-besar dah awak semua..
jangan lalai..
nurul takde dah nak tolong ingatkan semua..
and always pray for me supaya tak tersasar nanti di sana :)
bercinta, suka ape semua tu..
remaja biasalah..
tapi ingat study dulu jangan nak menggatal lebih..
(even nurul ni contoh tak baik asyik dok mengorat orang )
jaga solat..jangan nak melawan tak pasal pasal..
siapa study elok..nurul dh bgtau dh present dia..
so work hard my babies!!!
LOVE..LOVE and LOVE you guys so much!!